...I don't need to wash my hands with alcohol after using the toilet anymore.
I have discovered that there are no words that remotely can do justice to the pain I feel. And it just gets worse, every minute, every hour.
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I find myself checking YOUR blog now, several times a day. Keep writing. If anything, we will help by just reading. Even only trying to imagine what you feel hurts.
ReplyDeleteIf I could take the pain away I would. At the moment nothing we do can ease the sorrow. The enormity of your loss makes it difficult to bear but draw some strength from the network of friends and family around the world trying to weave a safety net around you. Hug Nattie and Lauren, their arms may just give you hope of surviving a future without Kay.
ReplyDeleteSharon x
I'm with Ton, Robert. Just know that we're checking in, praying for you to keep going, for the pain to be copeable with ... Keep going. Hear Kay's voice, too, encouraging you to keep going. Love surrounds you right this moment, even when you can't feel it. May it bring you some healing.
ReplyDeleteJust looked at the photos. Kay is lovely. You and Marion are wonderful parents and gave her many happy years and stood by her all the way. You should be very proud of what you have done.
ReplyDeleteDavid Smith (Cambridge)
That's it exactly, we're all still here. Careing profoundly, feeling your pain, sending you strength, wishing you healing. Rob, I can't tell you how strong that bond is. But there is incredible strength to be found in it. All my love, Alison
ReplyDeleteI'm checking in too - wishing and wishing there was something to say that might bring some comfort for all of you. The only thing any of us can do is let you know that there are so many people here, hoping we can take a little of the burden from you. Kay's with you Rob. She's free from her sickness and pain and it's her happy voice you hear. Listen out for her Rob and take a smidgin of comfort.
ReplyDeleteSo much love and so many tears.
See you very soon
Linda xx